NO FUCKING INSPIRATION OR MOTOVATION.
It sucks but i can get an idea but can't write it down... I just don't have that same fire i used to.. will try to get started again but i can't make promises.


The First CrushI wandered aimlessly around the crowded parade grounds in boredom. I searched for my friends but hadn’t seen any yet. My best friend had been here earlier but her father got upset about something stupid (like the asshole he is) and took her home. My hoodie clings to me like a shield against everything, even in this warm southern weather, I refuse to take it off. My family was somewhere in that sea of people setting up the sitting area near friends of my mom’s. My brothers, no doubt rough housing with my mother’s friends’ kids. My dad? Well, I tried not to think about what he is doing. Out in a hot desert fighting someone’s misbegotten war. ThThe First Crush


The DoorI sit here. Just curled into a ball and biting my nails. Not that there is a whole lot left to bite. They’re past the quick, raw with an expression of my agitation. They haven’t bled yet. I guess that’s a good thing. Nervousness fills me. I glance toward it. The portal to my fears. I can hear them outside. The people. Going about their everyday lives as if nothing is amiss. But in their lives nothing is. I know they are out there. Hundreds of them. Threatening to invade my space, invade my sanity or lack thereof. I’m not really sure if I am insane or not. There is that little voice inside telling me I am driving myself to it. ThatThe Door


Just friends chapt 4I lay in bed thinking about the first time I saw Morgan and how things have changed since then. ******** I was visiting Angela, a friend of mine, while she was in school. I was on “vacation” from another school and was tagging along during her mundane school life. Not that vacation was very accurate, since I wasn’t in school at the time. I had gotten my GED earlier that year and only lived in the next town. Angela was still in the line for lunch while I looked for a place we could sit and eat. I looked at Morgan’s table and she looked up at that moment. Our eyes met and I dropped Angela’s back pack (which she so brilliantly left mJust friends chapt 4


Reducing me to another droneOnce again I'm reduced to a smoldering pile of ashes. All this courage and confidence that I had my act together was once again shattered. You're right, I have no backbone. You're right, I need to grow up and enter reality. But have you all forgotten that I'm still a teenager? Are you all bereft of this blatantly apprent fact emblazoned upon my being? I keep bowing down to you and grovelling hoping that it will get me somewhere and yet, I remain kneeling and craving some form of bona fide extolment. Give it up already...This act I put on, this facade is getting me noReducing me to another drone


Go AheadGo ahead and run away You always do that anyway. Run away from a life you don't deserve Be the coward you are inside.Go Ahead
Go ahead and slap me, Let your hand strike down the barrier.
This hate is mutual, so just let it be. I'll blame you for how fucked up it makes me.
Go ahead and make me scream. Infuriate me until my rage boils over. Ignore me until I coerce you to listen. I'll scream so loud, you'll go deaf.
Go ahead and fight with me. I'll be victorious in the end. I have a higher power on my side, And all you have is your insecurity


WantNow that you're here, I want all of you. Give me everything. Touch me like it was the first time, like I'm a prized jewel. Taste me like I'm the sweetest nectar ever made. I envision us together and you lifting me from the floor and carrying me into ecstasy. Kiss away this pain mounting inside me before it reaches it's apex. Let your fingers tend this small flame burning inside. Let your want feed my flame and turn it into a wildfire. Penetrate me to the deepest depths of my soul. Search me for answers that you already know. Fuck moraWant


Esta AusenteYour voice echos through the hollows of my soul Reverberating softly, eerily down these hallsEsta Ausente
Nothing has changed but nothing seems the same. Memories are a constant faint whisper but most barely recall your name.
Brokeness now fills this endless rift as tears make paths Down my pale emotionless face.
My dreams take me back to the way things were. To when love was not unfamiliar. to when forever glinted in your eyes.
And so I'm left here waiting. counting down t
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I've been tryin to go back into your gallery on this one but I havent seen Chp. 1 and 2 of Just friends or your other stories... Did you get rid of them off here??
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